41 shades of Me

Creative, imaginative, resilient, caring, loving, compassionate, open-minded, introverted, unique, witty, eclectic, a little off-centered, authentic, and weird. It’s All Me and it’s All True. Wait there is more. I’m the knock-knock whose there, it’s the same Pam yesterday, today and tomorrow. Did I tell you I have a staring problem? Well, I’m telling you now. Beauty is evident externally. Sometimes staring unintentionally, I look for internal beauty, the beauty in you. Insecurities haven’t left me alone and perfecting the imperfect me has been unyielding. Using  broken crayon to color is not out of the ordinary, be that it may, it is exhausting to imagine how many broken pieces I’ve used. As long as boldness remains my friend I’ll share my story with the world, and the world will share with me. Scars, Scars, Scars, it was easy to manipulate these emotional scars, but geez how can I escape these physical scars. They stare at me, and I stare back. Pity had no pity on me, it left me hopeless and discouraged, now the tables have turned. Pity no longer has an open invitation into my atmosphere and stratosphere. Relief came in the name of self- acceptance. What is self-acceptance? “The complete awareness of both your positive and negative traits” In a nutshell it simply means loving who you are. It sounds simple, but many of us don’t get it, because we think we are being selfish. Changing of the mindset was the beginning of my breakthrough. I am Love! I’m motivated by love, love motivates me to blog, love motivates me to write a book, love motivates me to one day have a movie. Love consumes me. Here you have 44 shades of me!